I am home….back in the pit. It has called me and I have surrendered. It is familiar and welcoming and it cares whether I am here or not. It has promised to listen to my sadness and understand. It justifies my feelings. It confirms my thoughts. I didn’t dive in, just got to the edge and slipped on in. There’s no one here to stop me and no one who cares to grab my hand before I go down. And my money is on the truth that no one will come looking for me.
The Pit
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"About you"? It is hard to declare any one thing or even a few things that would be of any interest to anyone! I love God. I know that I am His child, and I waver between being totally overwhelmed with His love, grace and mercy in my life, to being overwhelmed with how fast life is passing and how bad a job I have done at living this life He has given me. I often wonder if anyone else is out there walking around trying to act normal (which, if I may insert here, is really a relative term to everyone...what is normal?). About me? I am complicated! I love God with all my heart and want to serve Him with all my heart and want to do something important with all my heart and yet, this life I live everyday, doesn't seem to line up with that. More than anything - I want to be a published writer. I want to have the time to go to places that are surrounded by the sound of crashing waves and breezes and just listen. Or, to sit on a deck of some remote cabin and listen to the whisper of God's voice in the trees. I wonder.....I wonder if those moments will ever come? View all posts by dana2day
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