So this is where we are. Me sitting in a hospital hallway, while my big man is on the other side of a massive door undergoing a needle biopsy. Two words swirl around in my head and I wonder which one will insert itself into our everyday language. Malignant. Benign. I knew these words but never considered them being a part of our lives. Not his anyway. Mine maybe. They were words other people talked about. They were words that had pulled people to their knees at the altar. But they were not words that were part of our lives. Until now. I never knew the frustration of the snails pace the doctors move. I never knew the uncertainty that surrounded you every hour. I never knew the strange words that become part of your vocabulary. This test this day determines our next days and months. I trust God to hold us and to lead us. I know He is right here with us. I want our lives to demonstrate that confidence. Lord, gives us strength and courage. Chase away the fears. Help me breathe in and breathe out normally. Wrap your arms around my man and let him sense your presence. Guide the radiologists’ hand carefully. Give us results quickly. You are our rock and our strong tower!
Here We Are…
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"About you"? It is hard to declare any one thing or even a few things that would be of any interest to anyone! I love God. I know that I am His child, and I waver between being totally overwhelmed with His love, grace and mercy in my life, to being overwhelmed with how fast life is passing and how bad a job I have done at living this life He has given me. I often wonder if anyone else is out there walking around trying to act normal (which, if I may insert here, is really a relative term to everyone...what is normal?). About me? I am complicated! I love God with all my heart and want to serve Him with all my heart and want to do something important with all my heart and yet, this life I live everyday, doesn't seem to line up with that. More than anything - I want to be a published writer. I want to have the time to go to places that are surrounded by the sound of crashing waves and breezes and just listen. Or, to sit on a deck of some remote cabin and listen to the whisper of God's voice in the trees. I wonder.....I wonder if those moments will ever come? View all posts by dana2day
Praying for Lynn!
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Prayers of comfort and for breathing in and out while you await the news. Praying expectantly for good news. Becky and Cliff
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Praying my sweet friend
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Dana, prayers for you and your family. Know you have had difficult days. Just praying the biopsy results will be ”Good News”.
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