Here I sit in the doctors office with my big guy once again. He had an MRI on Tuesday and we are waiting to hear the findings. He has pulled something in his back and has been dealing with it for a few weeks. I’m not gonna lie, it makes me a little anxious because it is reminiscent of two years ago waiting for similar results from a MRI…..what is causing the pain. I have closed my eyes and breathed deeply, whispering once again “I trust you God” to relieve the slight anxiousness in my stomach. I am sure it isn’t a repeat, just something in his back he has pulled. But we’ll know in minutes what we are looking at. Cancer never really goes away, I guess. It may be eliminated in your life, but the effects of a journey filled with everything cancer never completely leaves your subconsciousness. Every ache, every symptom sounds an alarm in your head and puts your mind on alert. But today it is a false alarm. Today we walk out of the doctor’s office and breathe a loud sigh of relief.
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"About you"? It is hard to declare any one thing or even a few things that would be of any interest to anyone! I love God. I know that I am His child, and I waver between being totally overwhelmed with His love, grace and mercy in my life, to being overwhelmed with how fast life is passing and how bad a job I have done at living this life He has given me. I often wonder if anyone else is out there walking around trying to act normal (which, if I may insert here, is really a relative term to everyone...what is normal?). About me? I am complicated! I love God with all my heart and want to serve Him with all my heart and want to do something important with all my heart and yet, this life I live everyday, doesn't seem to line up with that. More than anything - I want to be a published writer. I want to have the time to go to places that are surrounded by the sound of crashing waves and breezes and just listen. Or, to sit on a deck of some remote cabin and listen to the whisper of God's voice in the trees. I wonder.....I wonder if those moments will ever come? View all posts by dana2day